trying to find that comfortable space of time.

Mideoyo~ my perfect OT5, come back together soon T___________T

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Till I find the adrenaline to reupload and retype the whole entry that I posted previously T_______T I reupload and retyped for more than 5 times but it kept disappearing miraculously >:(

Ah, I love cooling days but please don't rain the day after tomorrow!!! Don't be irritatingly humid but please don't rain :( Hmm, gonna search some easy recipe now for a... not very surprise kinda surprise :3 There are so many things I want to do. Traveling and attending concerts are no longer possible :( It is time I save up on food... which I've said like 3 years ago? Myly everybody went Poly and slimmed down but it seems to be the opposite for me. Ok, there are reasons one lar so not myly... :O This is totally so me. All because of the lack of self-control, I find myself overspending, overeating and never saving.

Probably time I get some discipline >:( aish, I need to have it for that one month of bridging, NO MORE WASTING OF MONEY. Huge investment made. But but but I forget how to do A.maths already... :(
and it's been almost a year since I last studied... before I went for internship :O

So many wants, no cash, a pit to fill :(
I feel like getting an iPad or iPhone :3 I do love BB and its keypad but I want a fast browser and a large LCD screen that helps me in fangirling!!! so maybe I can get an iPad and still use my BB...? :D haha, maybe another 2 years -.-

Sometimes, pretending that you're ignorant helps.

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Fanboy Key is totally so cute and squishy!!! hehehehehe, I can't stop replaying this and laugh to myself ^^